Fml.

Because..

I feel bad.

I am the last to get back home, the first to bath, the first to rest and will be probably the first to sleep in the house. I'm barely there, but i hate doing chores and getting myself all sticky and sweaty and tired! And my only favourite and also might be the only task i've done in years- clearing and tidying the closet is long done by biatch! D: I really wanted to help but my job is already done(realllllllllly)

Because of my laziness and the timeless situation that i'm in, i only bought lolipop to give out for valentine's day present. Partly because i'm so not the vday present exchange kinda person. I'm more of a birthday person because i like to focus on only one person and dont have the attention span for more than one. But but i feel so very bad after receiving presents filled with love because it seem as though i dont deserve them.

I didnt get any clothes at all today. All that walk, all that searching all the walks are for nothing. Okay not nothing but almost nothing! I wanna go shop at overseas, they cant be worst than here. I'm really swearing off town, for now! Now that central is as good as closed 24/7, bitch and i officially have lost our ideal shopping location! (insert super sad facex10000)

The only stuffs that i got was cotton on flats, and it was a mrt station walk long because of their lack of colours but yay for my peach flats. And yay it only come in a size smaller and because i'm empty handed plus the bad influence from bitch saying that the flats will easily expand, now i'm suffocating my feets, wearing them around the house and as i type this sentence out, my right foot is catching its breath. I FEEL SO TORTURED.

Oooooh yeah all the school reopening, then getting into be like seriously in touch with homework, there comes orientation then it was all fun and play even when i got back to school for lessons, iit was as if i'm only physically there, then i started to get the drift and start to do my homework again, which is uh i have no idea why, always never ending. And now its chinese new year so yay for holiday again! DO YOU GET WHAT I'M TRYING TO PROVE? Whenever i get into serious mode, which is not easy and it takes a long long time, there'll be a holiday or a distraction that allow me to get back to play mode all over again! I'm sick of needing to catch up all the time and feeling lost!

Other than all these i'm <: <: <: <: Heh, sometimes i think i should stop overthinking and i should not care about so much stuffs. All i need to care about is whether i'm happy anot, so things that upset me can go screw themselves and i should not allow it to screw me up. Yay me, i'm enlightened! I like. Come come come moneeeeeeey, cya stress, i hope not to see you any sooner.